The Self Leader Secret
My belief system ( the silent communication )
Reflecting back as a young child, sitting in the class rooms of the public school system, when listening or reading, most often a word or phrase would capture my attention. All of a sudden, I found myself drifting off into a dream-like state of mind, loosing all the realities surrounding me, not paying attention to what is, but going into thoughts of what can be. I was hearing and seeing the future to my next step. I feel the comfort of joy as if I am watching a perfectly written word for word movie playing in my mind. Then, I suddenly wake up to see the realities in front of me. As I tried to remember what I just heard and seen, only flashes would remain, confusion would set in because of the fake realities I faced. The fake realities brought mostly negative reactions.
What made me not interested in learning about what was taught in class, was when it was required to write an essay about something we read. In my writings I wrote about what I interpreted. The teacher would put an average or below grade on it, and tell me that was not what the book is about. Everyone has their own opinions due to their surroundings and life experiences. from that point on, I knew it was only her opinion that mattered
Since then through my life I have never really been the type of person to do research, reading others opinions or truths, mostly because of trust.
I live in my own belief system that I find through the silent communication sent to me. Although through my life I have made some decisions that were not correct due to, letting the false negative information manifest. The mistakes made are always my learning lessons I have gained. I always believe things happen for a reason, and I always find something good to pull from it. The lessons learned keep me from making the same mistake twice.
Teach myself, heal myself, believe in myself, we all have the gift, but most never discover it. Your visions will guide you.