A Testimonial – part two
Once again I find myself up on the High Lonesome. But something is different this time. This time I do not look out upon the world. This time I close my eyes and look deep within….
I have come to know, at last ,who and what I am. Many questions have remained unanswered for so very long but now many have been answered for I am a seeker, a searcher. I always have been and I always will be. Always have I gazed out to the far places. Always have I sought the dream in a distant realm.
Now I see the answers but they are not in the misty faraway lands as I once thought. No, they are within me. I have come to see that the farthest place lies right within us all. So it is with me for I am a seeker. I am a searcher.
What I found there is far more glorious than the 7 wonders of the world. What I found there is far more vast and unending than the unfolding universe for it is as if infinity itself resides within me….
What I found was something that needed to be free. Something that yearned for the freedom to grow and become what it was meant to become. My conscious mind was awakening . I was becoming one with it.
The joining was one of immense wonder , extreme pleasure, and a calmness settled upon me .I felt a profound sense of peace and understanding of all that surrounded me and I knew then that it was but the beginning, the first step of many, into the world of reality, the world as it was meant to be.
Many times before I had seen the things that were not right, that did not fit, and yet ,there they were. They should not have been there but they were and they persisted in remaining there to block the progress of the harmony that fights so hard to balance all things in existence.
The constant battle of our perceptions versus reality; what is, ego versus the rational conscious mind, locked in what seemed to be an eternal , unending conflict, …
Such was the illusion, yet so strong was it that it seemed to be made of the stuff of what is real. So well crafted was it that so many were blind to what really is.
But on the other side of this mystical abomination was the picture of the perfect fit of this world , this existence, into an expanding universe and in the struggle to achieve harmony with what is. With a brief thought I swept away the cobwebs of the crafted lies and saw….myself , and I understood then how I was meant to fit into the whole of existence.
I opened my eyes and beheld a world that I thought had never existed in time or space. It had always been a thing of dreams and wishful thinking. It was a world in perfect balance and harmony and all who dwelt there were at peace.
Many minds had come together to bring forth this paradise. Much work had gone into laying the foundation and cornerstones in such perfection and precision so that surely it would stand forever. I had helped to create this new world and I was a part of it.
Gone ,and almost forgotten now ,were the dark days of mysticism that had had its way with us all for so very long. Gone were those few, who had held in sway and captivity, the many. Free were the minds that had awakened to the light that shines forever, the light that shines from within.
Most of those there had all but forgotten those dark days, now long gone, but some of us had not. We were the vigilant ones. We would remember so that they would never be upon us again. We would forever be on the lookout for the re-emergence of mysticism and send it back to the shadows before it could once more claim us.
We are all seekers. We are all searchers. We have, at last ,found the common dream of the great minds of those who stand beside us. We build the Civilization of the Universe and let that light shine forth far and wide so that those still distant, still searching, will see the brightness…and come home.
Bless you all my brothers and sisters, each and everyone of you.
Bless you , Mark Hamilton, for seeking us out, taking our hand and showing us the way.
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