It’s always good to hear someone ask; what can I do to help? Michael when you were a little child, playing all by yourself, you were actually playing an adult game of your future. Go back to those moments when you wanted to be alone. You were at the beginning of your black hole, your third eye. Did you ever feel like you could just leave your body and go places? Did you ever make up games to play, yes and today those games are about to become the essence of your present involvement and future involvement in bringing about a transformation through many transitions that will see an end (peacefully)( The cheaters will not recognize the moves being locked into non=-value systems) to the ways that worked for as long as they would be allowed to work. Everything must and will evolve.
That Black Hole (Carl Sagan: collects all the information in the universe for procreation of another universe much like a woman giving birth and all the information about genetic make-up of both parents downloaded into that new being) has always and will always contain all the knowledge you will need to make the necessary transitions into a bright and brilliant future. Meditate or concentrate on your Black Hole (it’s a little above and between your eyebrows) and as you learn to relax the God image within you (Godman) will give you the peace needed to develop and discipline self. You will gradually become selfless. Once you have reached this point your childhood solitary play will develop into your adult play and your will be on the road to what you will be doing to help.