I do not know where to begin. I have so many stories and I know you have probably heard it all!
I am such a dreamer, that your letters let me dream again. I know it is a marketing strategy, but the inspiration that they bring out in me is Amazing! Sometimes I just have to go back and read them over and ask myself would I buy it again. You Damn Right! I Am Loving Life! I am laughing with life! I also discovered a new me, one that enjoys every second of my new Family Neothink!
Now I have to be honest! I am still working on the Visions and I am always working to become the person I am meant to be. I have made so many mistakes and am grateful you are that patient parent that really believes in me. I am also learning the member service area, which I hope helps many members breakthrough as well.
I am not sure what I can share with you that you would find a great transformation. I am still struggle to get to that C of U and make this life change. I also have gone through a divorce because I would not give up my Neothink and I would not go get an hourly paying job. I believe I did the right thing, I must not of been in love and I also had a fantasy of the man I wanted so many years ago. I take full responsible for my actions and I know I must succeed. I have always followed my heart I just needed more confidence in my convictions. I stopped believing in myself and was always trying to please. I have been on many journeys and have had many relationships that were not healthy. I was trying to fix people. I needed to fix myself.
I am forever Grateful for responding to your letter. I know my ex-husband wrote me many letters that were built on things he could not make come to be. When your letters came I had hope again. I knew I could get through my days and my unhealthy marriage. I also became more honest with myself and I knew I had to become the person I was meant to be.
I also thought my life at 54 was going to be putting up with mystic people, who would make fun of me for dreaming. Now I can power think and that I use to get scolded as a child for day dreaming. I would spend my whole day playing with the animals and not want to be around any other people. I always loved the feel of freedom out in the pasture with the horses, not the negative of the adults talking about each other and acting like fools!
I am sharing some things with you because I trust you! Your letter for the book Forbidden Revelations!!
I danced with that book. I read it many times over! Why I am bringing this up is because I believed we were moving away from FaceBook and we were going to be on the Neothink site. I have been under that impression this whole time. Like I said I am a dreamer and I am somewhat gullible thinking I fell in love and to find out I was being my normal dreaming self. LOL I still am searching, I have been in love a few times and I do not believe the feeling was returned. One was my Sons Father and the other was a Soldier who only had a few weeks with me and had to return to Duty!
I have some great Neothink friends! Thank you Mark again for I truly needed Saved!! I also find everyday a great adventure! I do miss my Children, they have not contact me because I am a high Risk woman that is always living on the edge! My Son I wish I had Neothink before I cannot express enough the Gratitude of having myself back! My Child of the Past! I do want to live Forever!
Working in the Gaming business many years, I wonder if we ever met? I wonder if I met your Dad? I use to sit behind my Son’s Father when he played poker at the old Hacienda at the end of the strip. I wore a blouse that is the color of your jacket in the video, that you give the Prime Law Speech. The Prime Law! I love you Mark Hamilton for taking so much time to write and make a difference in the World we live in. I want to wish you and your Family the Best Years Ever!!!
Love Always Juanita