Thanks for your Neothink that indeed waked up the child of past within me and helped me to see my own potentials.
I grew up in a rural village in southwestern of China. My family house was located at a mountainside. I used to get to the mountaintop, spent time to watch sunrises in the morning and feel the mist touching my face. I was fond of observing people in the village from a far distance. I was also fond of seeing wild animals such as ants very closely. I was amazed how the ant society is well organized. I know how to attract hordes of ants out of their nest using my leftover foods. I might play my “flood and rescue” game to see how they behave during an emergence. In the nights before going to sleep I would stay outside of my house watching stars in the sky and listening to adults, or enjoyed a book near a vegetable oil light if I could borrow one from friends. I loved my teachers and classmates, and was serious about my learning in the schools. I was a happy and playful boy. I had a lot of very good time and very peaceful life.
However, life changed when I became a neurosurgeon after medical school. I was always busy, even did not have enough sleep, day and night, operation after operation, but didn’t get the payment I deserved. Meanwhile there are political players at every level in medical system and outside. I couldn’t see much love and peace among people, but unhealthy and many death. I was trapped in an anti-civilization (AC) system with dishonesty and injustice everywhere. I didn’t know what exactly is wrong and had no solutions for my life and others. I was searching and that is why I went to Japan and then came to USA.
Thanks again for your Neothink teachings that dissected every aspects of AC world and proposed solutions for my personal life and all mankind in the world.