I have read the three packages sent to me, but I was having a difficult time translating these values into my lifestyle. I am disabled and unemployed; therefore, my calendar is impossible to categorize with the tools provided by Neothink due to my frequent illness and unemployment. Furthermore, the position that I had held as a Computer Programmer before becoming disabled, although very structured, would not have worked in the structured daily planner due to the processing demands of this job. Then I looked at the bigger picture. The whole process of structured logic and decomposing process’ was part of the basis of programming and also relates to the techniques described in Neothink. I could see the distinct similarities in the logic behind Neothink, but I am still struggling to incorporate this process into my own situation.
Since I lost my job, five years ago, I had become hopeless and depressed. I was simply waiting to die, my life had become so difficult and meaningless. After reading the Neothink publications, I feel invigorated and motivated. I understand that I am still chronically ill, but that doesn’t mean that I have to give up on life. The Neothink Visions and other philosophies related to insights that I had realized throughout periods of my life. It is like finding kindred spirits when you believe yourself in isolation. I can now recognize most Neo-Cheaters easily and I realize the negative influence that they impose on society.