My name is Ralph. I want to direct you to the Twelve Visions Party.
Maybe you can find a Clubhouse in your state. http://www.tvpnc.org is the web-site.
Contact a member here, for they are self-leaders, and can help lift you, to become who you were meant to be. I do not have all the answers, or can help you money wise, because I myself have a Family to deal with. The Party has contacts, to help you create the time, and money you need. They also have Top Leadership, if it is a Money Vehicle that you are looking for!
Know that Poverty, is a Big Crime, and see the value that is taken from you everyday/your Value! Join-in the the TVP, http://www.tvpnc.org for Big Time Changes! Good Luck, my friend!