Before I say much about my own personal testimony, I want to thank YOU! Mr. Hamilton, for being a searcher yourself. And you found all of us and made us new friends. Not just friends with you but, with each other. I really Love my new friends here. I also want to thank you for tuning us into the great minds of people like Julian Jaynes, I read his book…”The Origin of Consciousness In The Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind” …Great insight and info!!!…and Tracy Alexander, Ayan Rand, and I always save the best for last ….Dr. Frank R. Wallace. Thank you so much Mark. I see you as a great man trying to impact the world as we all want to do, but you are the one who figured out a way. OK……..enough suckin’ up……LOL!…..here’s my testimony……
I don’t know where to really start but I’ll just say that I was raised by the two greatest parents a person could have. I know a lot of people probably say that and it is true. One realizes this fact when our parents are gone and they aren’t there to lean on anymore. I have siblings that Love each other very much and are close even though we don’t always see eye to eye. We were all raised religiously minded. None of us regularly attend church anymore. I don’t know what their reason is, but I do know mine. Neothink! I had a great struggle in the beginning of reading the first two heirlooms. I burn’t the first one….LOL! …I did! Before that burning I did come to realize that Mark was right….Neocheaters everywhere!….Man, I got pissed at the whole world around me….Then he said there aint no God…..Fire time! Neothink still had my interest though….when I got the letter for the second heirloom I responded and mentoined not having the first one and I recieved a replacement of the first heirloom and got the second one too. The second one said the same as the first….aint no God…..so I shipped ’em back. I did! I want to mention that with Mark’s “cold sale” and as my curiosity rose, I did turn to God and asked to be protected from the devil. Got Miss Annabelle’ Secret and I couldn’t put it down. I cried at times. I knew then that I was Neothink and I wrote and asked for the first two heirlooms to be sent back to me. They were.
I guess I was always an independant person but I did depend on others for whatever reason. Now that my parents are gone and I have to survive on my own has been really tough these past few years. Mark, you don’t realize your timing in my life. I quit a good paying job because of a company keeping “value destroyers” on their payroll, not to mention the corrupt union. Went totally broke…workin’ now because I need to. I’m not sure where I’m headed but, I know it’s in my best interest. Coming up from the rut and I need to right now so, I haven’t been as involved in an A-Team as I should. I know so many people! I need to integrate an appraoch suitable to my personality and trust. For now though, Neothink has been a whole new life for me. A new journey! One that I Love…Learning who I was meant to be….What I was meant to do…I already know who I think I am. Thanks Mark….I’m here and I”ll get there!…….Love and Hugs……Stonepumper….DDoc.
This is what i posted on the website Mark….I could say a lot more about my life. As you can see, I’m somewhat of a humorist. Also, I can be very impulsive, acting without thinking.
That’s why I’m in the financial situation I’m in. Got caught up in the casino world a few years ago trying to get rich quick without thinking or seeing the illusion I was living. It caused me to go banckrupt because I spent money I should’nt have. I tried to do the honest thing with debt management but, my creditors still requested more than I could pay. After one creditor finally settled on a payment of just two dollars difference in what we offered, I realized they didn’t care whether I was hungry or not. I might add, while they took two months deciding on the two dollar difference, they charged me $120.00 in fees per month. This is when I decided into checking on banckrupcy. I didn’t want to file against all my creditors. Some were quite understanding. But I went with the advice of my attorney. I still feel bad about filing against some of them.
Anyway….this was about the time you came into my life with the heirlooms and things were going good. Had a relatively easy union job making good money and things were ok except for the neocheatin’ employer and union. This past March I just got fed up with them and impulsively quit. Went for two and a half months with no work nor income. Now I’m workin two jobs and gettin caught up with my landlord and utilities. It’s tough. I truly wish I knew my FNE. I really want to prosper but am so far behind and so tired of workin for someone else. I’m almost 54 yrs young and have been doin it for “the man” since I was 13. Now I’m working everyday…..I think fatigue is setting in. I’ll stop there but want to say….I know I created this situation and I’ll pull out of it. If I don’t learn anything else from you, I want you to know that I greatly appreciate you for making me aware of this anti-civilized world we live in.
I’ll not give in to someone elses authority anymore. I tell the kids at the grocery store I work at now that ” I’m 54 and my days of being afraid of the boss are over”, and I tell them they don’t have to be either. If I ever meet you in person Mark….you got a great big Docaroo Hug coming!! Thanks!!!!
-Denny Daughenbaugh….aka: The Stonepumper….DDoc….Docaroo