My life has changed a lot. I am now chanting. I am doing my FNE but it is only as a hobby right now. I left the Chicago Neo-Think clubhouse. I am interested in going to a clubhouse that is close to Chicago. After I chant I have a 5-mintue miracle. I thought that Buddhism was a Mysticism religion. I work out on a regular basis. I have a steady income. Because I am at peace with myself I cause conflict with others EVERYWHERE I GO. I would still like to be able to see through the lies, and tricks of Neo-cheaters.
I emailed you in the past and told you of the terrible disorder in the Chicago clubhouse. Now the Chicago clubhouse has disbanded from what I last heard.
I feel that the people have a lot mysticism in their lives and they cannot see the true even if it bit them.