Dear Mark Hamilton:
I have been a very aware person since i was a child and i had some very strong life experiences most of my life here on Earth, so i have learned and continue to learn on a Spiritual level which includes all of the layers of my humanity, since very young i knew the answers were not in my Catholic up bringing which led me to a Catholic Private School (due to my family thinking i was a rebel child,) all because i did not agreed with the way they pushed me to go to church, and pray and did not allowed me to read the Bible on my own, it had to be the Priest or the Nuns who could only read a Bible due to being young we could misunderstand the meaning of things said, they told us as we had a daily class named Sacred History so the Bibles printed pages were not easy to understand if i was to read it on my own was their answer to my many questions. So i went through all of the rituals of the Catholic belief and i even got married by the Catholic Church due to the family’s pressure on both sides, however, after that i changed, i let go of the entire Catholic belief and no more church going for me but i was so young and so was my husband that he could not take it and had problems understanding me (we were at different states of consciousness even then, we still are.) and why i did not want to participate any longer of anything the entire family believed other then me, again i was the trouble young person so it had to happened we could not get alone at all later on, he is a good person but he did not show any understanding for me or our kids, so we went our separate ways as divorced took place, I have a son and a daughter from this man and now they are adults, still single, they are away from me and doing what they need to do; work and take care of themselves, however they are loving, kind good people.
I was looking for something different as i always have in the past and have always found so many interesting ways to become more spiritually aware and learn spiritual truth, i went to many different religious beliefs to check them and find out what they offer, the majority never went as far as the Spiritual planes of existence but were all in the metaphysical areas of ourselves, and as long as it was metaphysical i didn’t want to be involved or engaged in them so i would go to check and feel where they were and where i was an walked away from the many i tried and was not satisfied with, like Shakespere said: A satisfied man is a dead man.
If it didn’t feel right/not comfortable at my Soul (my heart and mind) level, then i knew to get away, i wanted to be more than material truth and matter is where the Psychic level (emotional level of ourselves resides) so i wanted to deal and learn so much more than just the emotional self (which is a very complicated part of ourselves, interesting but it can also be troubled and at times very troubled where there is conflict) i wanted to go on and to be in touch with the things i got to know when i had a one of my death experiences, after one of them the things we deal with here are not much interesting as once were; even so by acknowledgement they are a part of all as we are such integrated beings but first of all we are Spiritual Beings living a Human experience right now and i had more than three death experiences so each time was different.
I found that i as Soul i had a choice to stay, remain there wherever i was or come back here back into my body and continue to go on living this life to finish my purpose for being here or come back as a baby again in a different environment to a new set of parents, all of this choice making has to take place in an instant it seems since where i was at least one time there was not a sensation of time or matter, only energy as warm love enfolding you in space where there is not a sense of a void in space but of warm and comfort i know also that after making a decision to go or come back; it feels like you can take one highway or another it is all up to you which way you decide to go where you want to go, just like in this world it all depends on what you want or need to experience on the way home in the Worlds Beyond or the Earth World.
So when i received by regular mail a letter explaining to me that by such a Letter i was invited to find out about a Secret Society, it seem so mysterious and yet interesting as i wonder how i was contacted and why me, because whoever was sending it was someone who seem to know about me by what was said in the letter, so i decided to find out if i could who was to be my mentor, i continue with your wonderful books and by the way these 3000page book i can hardly get into it, because it has to be on the desk or table i can not handle it as it is sooo big and heavy and also heavy with great information for my brain. So who is my mentor? it is not you, is he? is it a man? i still don’t know but i would want to soon find out even over a call, whoever this person is must be so interesting to get to know him/her.
In one of the phone conferences i believe the name is Charlie this man was saying that one must seek to be in business, and that through the business field we can develop a sense of individuality and become aware of many things, well..i have been in business many times and since very small i had a first business as a kid i also studied business and i a still doing business, so i agree with him, it is a way to unfold spiritually, and mentally, emotionally and even physically it all depends on the business we deal with, i had business for 22 years and one can really grow in knowing how to deal with oneself, others and life due to the nature of the business. I hope i can one day be of help to you in exchange for your kindness, i work with investments and humanitarian projects and my ambition is to have a Financial Institution Corp. to assign business loans for start up business of various types and offer funding for these many fantastic projects which are most of them approved by the UN we have them internationally and they are commercial and social projects as well, which are high earning profitable projects. I have been doing this for almost 18 years so i know what it is needed with most of this work and how it is done and yet there is always the plus element of having always to learn something new and dealing with many personalities is a vast discipline as it takes a lot of patience and understanding to deal with in my case many business men in the executive positions who speak various languages and have many different expectations of the work i do and the business i deal with but i can so far deal with these people in a gentle but firm way to help them and make them know i am being of service to their higher purpose as most of them become humanitarian if they were not in the beginning as entreprenurs.
I want to learn so much more, about Neothink and Neo-tech – I still do not know enough to say i understand where they are similar to one another and will want to help you to develop the great work that your father left for you to do and that you are doing, i have worked with people in service most of my life and will continue to work in service to humanity at the highest levels possible to spread a message of not being dependent on government, religion or anyone for their survival while being here on Earth, in this world were is complicated for most human beings to live with freedom, good health and love but most of all with the love for one self because how can we love others if we do not love ourselves first? How can i give to someone what i don’t have? Well, i am here to end this little ‘story’ which turned out to be a long email, sorry you have to read all i wrote to get to know me a little bit better than you know me from the past as you say in the first letter or whoever wrote that letter to me/my mentor? I will know one day sooner or later, right? Till then i end here.
With Kind Regards, and many many thanks in appreciation of all you have done and continue to do.