Dear Mark Hamilton!
Thank you for changing my life!!!
When I first received your letter, I was engulfed by stagnation, a sense of hopelessness concerning my future and my ignorance to search for the truth at the light of a tunnel just one more time. Yet, there still was a burning desire deep within me, yearning for the life yet not lived, the unspeakable truth behind all the suffering I had experienced throughout my life and also the suffering that I had felt and seen within other people near and dear to me and also on a much larger scale. I often longed for a way out to break the pattern of a somehow broken system and world.
I did not seem to have the right knowledge or tools or support, no matter how much I tried as a single woman (for most of my life) in a world of ignorance, control and regulations. I could not reach that brilliant star, it always seemed to escape me, like an illusion on the way to success and happiness, or it would become or transform into the seemingly “unreachable” star over and over again. I often looked at the larger picture helpless, when my thoughts went beyond the confinement of one person, one city, and one country. The interest or disinterest of one nation often felt restrictive, keeping me in my box, in confinement. Year after year in spite of the freedoms promised by our forefathers in the land of the free…
So I became dissolution many times in trying to understand myself and the world around and finally became a compliant citizen (mentally), trying my best to stay above water through all those turbulent as well as “unconscious” times and years.. Yet not really living the life of my dreams, the life of the wealthy, the so called fortunate, not finding or even looking for the love of my life, my soul mate, not experiencing deep happiness and passion and exhilaration and bliss and contentment to the fullest in part due to many creative forces still laying dormant in my unconscious, also due to missed opportunities and in giving up on my dreams often prematurely.
Yes, I tried to tap into those feelings and bring them into reality, but often allowed discouraging interruptions and circumstances interfere and often not fully understanding the full potential of such creative forces! Also never knowing and receiving the continues support of a Society of like-minded people!
Yes I had tried other avenues and systems, listened to and followed other “gurus” and still finding myself in the end unfulfilled and very much alone… still searching… sometimes feeling like I was displaced on an island…Always searching for something within or something or someone out there, not reachable somehow and often in the end to find myself succumb to the illusions of a world of false ideals and promises.
Then in March of 2007 I received a letter in the mail. It looked like an airmail letter from Germany. After opening I felt like I was suddenly struck by lightning. Here was the answer to my long lost prayers, here was the invitation to the life yet not lived. The recognition that I was special, which I had somehow known and felt all my life was confirmed. I read the letter over and over in disbelieve. I felt like a special gift was given to me by somebody who seemed to know something special and intimate about me.
Mark Hamilton and his literature have changed my life for the better. He has some fantastic ideas and presents them lucidly. I have effortlessly stopped some of my bad habits. I have other plans set up for my improvement. I just have to incorporate them into my life. I’m not where I want to be yet but I’m getting there and Mark has given me hope and I feel my life becoming more rational and prosperous.
Since I was a child, I felt my life was not as I had dreamed. My life was as if someone had planned ahead for me like a good road map to follow to the end of the trip.I had to get an education to make a honest living, find a job to became a good citizen, find a wife, have some children, grand children, be happy then get old and wait for my golden age to enjoy the rest of my life to the fulliest. Unfortunately, at this time in my life we all get sick and then die. What a sad ending to see someone who you love so much be taken away at an early age. No more celebration with this person ever again. In my dream I saw myself to have a romantic love affair, live happy and prosperous and, most of all, l wanted a to live forever so that I didn’t had to morn anybody else in my life.I wanted to find a better solution to this maddens.I searched for it In my country were I was born but I couldn’t find my answers .So when I was 16 years old I left Italy and went to work in England then Switzerland And later on in,USA and Canada.Every were I asked the wisest people to answer my questions same thing happens here as well ,take life on faith and be happy. I was getting discouraged waiting for so long to find what I was looking for .I am now 66 years old, and about 10 years ago I got a letter from Mark Hamilton telling me about The neo tech secret society in this world working constantly to let people like me know how special I was.And all my questions were to be answered. all my dreams fulfilled .I become to live again with my visions of living happy prosperous life this is fantastic prospect to preserve my life indefinitely. thank you very much Mark Hamilton You have my heart and my soul and a desire to follow you on this wonderful joinery.