Dear Mark: I am still waiting to meet you and see you. You were the most important person in my life when I was down. There I was alone, nobody cared in the way I wanted them to care for me. I see life different now, never thought this would happened, but it happened which was a lesson to me to find my worth. No one can say, “It doesn’t matter how “he-she” treat you, you have to learn a valuable lesson to find your worth. We’re incredible people for what we do for Love, Love can cure you or kill you. Those are the options of how I see life now. I’m in my own boat now I’m the master of my life now. The differences between reality and illusion is the way you perceive life to be. I have met people who don’t believe me when I try to sell them something, we’re in two different worlds now, the ones who care and the ones who use others to get there gain and leave you down and out. I hope this will be sufficient for you to let you know your worth is what my worth is “Everything not nothing” I know you will make a differences because I have been in that boat that has nothing to give but my thoughts, my dad always said, “I don’t need your advice” and I always thought, “then what’s my worth?” But I had to figure out myself to feel my worth. Now I know the differences between use and abuse, well no more. This lonely boat won’t take either and I know you won’t either. It like a battle zone, so I guess will fight. No more suffer in silences, but we have to be creative enough to outwit the other side. No one knows who’s coming and that’s silent until we get there. No matter where to go there you are but what you haven’t seen is better yet. Mark Hamilton I’m with you.