My Testimony Concerning Neothink and how it affects my life.
I was born on July 20 1958 I received my first Neothink Books around 1986. I got back into Neothink in Dec 2005.
How Neothink as affected my life in these areas here. 1. Education 2. Family 3. Addictions 4. Religions 5. Military 6. Business 7. Romances 8. Neothink
Part 1 Education
When I was in middle school I started having problems with the teachers a few were good, but most were just babysitters. I spend more time at home or in the libraries (not the school libraries). I would read about concepts like Einstein or Behavior science; I would read about how the regoiuse scholars and science were working together. My mother would buy me books mostly on psychology, and other non-fiction subjects. I was kicked out of school in the 10th grade; in the 12 grades I joined the Army. It took me until 1991 to receive my Associate of Arts Degree in Fine Arts. I wanted to combine Writing, Art, computer programming, and Para-psychology together. Nobody understood me expect some misfits that were receiving crazy pay. With Neothink I have found a group that lets others grow on their own and without limits. There is always someone that knows where to research any area needed. Always leading me to the truth.
Part 2 Family
When I was 17 (Nov 1975) I left school and went into the Army. I thought the change would be good for me during the three years I was in Germany, I lost my brother who was 15 months older then I was. He died in a car accident. My mother died 15 months later from a heart attack. This was not good for me I tried Psychology, religion, sex, hash and booze to forget the fact that my home is gone. Since the third grade it was my mother my brother and my little sister at home. I had an older sister that died of cancer in 1990. My father died in 1996. I have two older Brothers still living. We don’t talk to each other’s very much. I have one niece and six nephews that I never see. I have two older daughters (step) one in college one married. Two grand kids, and two of my kids at home with me and my wife. I never been divorce, still married since 1994.I learn to accept others as they are and life experience as just that experience.
Part 3 Addictions
When I was 11 I started drinking booze and taking drugs. I never was as bad as the other kids. I felt out of place a lot. Of the games they played helped me to understand the Neo Cheaters later in life. I never had a felony or a DUI, just public drunkenness. The crowd just got worse as the years went by. I could not save any one but myself. I received help from Alcoholics Anonymous and other twelve step programs. Mix a little Neothink and a little Alcoholics Anonymous together some would think they would not work well together. I see that they do they both believe that honesty is the way to recovery, clean house of all the mystic lie that we believed in, and a God of my own understanding. The group could be God, Good Orderly Direction. Or the combine souls of the group is as god (MAN GOD). The need for an alcoholics or any twelve step group to find a power grater then themselves is that they are emotionally and experience matured. Once their heads are clean of the addiction they need to learn to substitute their stagnation and learn to learn all over again. This could take five years. The addictions could resurface at any time. But with Neothink I have been fortunate that I could me by self and not feel the need to drink or even have a sponsor that most alcoholics need.
Part 4 Religions
When I was 13 I received Jesus Christ as my savior, at 16 the Holy Spirit, at 18 the gift of tongues, at 21 Grace, at 24 Humility, and many more about 25 or so. I also searched out a lot of religions to find what was true and why there were so many different ones. Most would not accept me when I said I was a recovering cathic. I have and had many books on different groups from the satanic bible to the quran. I have know patience for any groups that has no tolerance for the others. Since 1986 I saw Neo- Cheaters in religions, they have not progress from the pagans that mosses gave the Ten Commandments to. Their Egos are the same as the Nazis. They are all fighting for lies and stories that they no not understand. They have eyes and do not see, they have ears but cannot hear, they have a mouth but cannot tell the truth, they have minds but cannot think. They are handy cap, and the ones that do know or the vampires that we were warned about. I am not an Atheist or God fearing Soul I am a Spiritualist. I believe that God is the Collectiveness of all souls. That the God Man and soul conceness is the expirees that we need to progress into the Tri Cameral mind. The next age we are going to partake of.
Part 5 Military
When I was 34 I came back into the army full time after 10 years in the California National Guard. Out of twelve of us over thirty I am the only one still left in the army full time. They did not understand me or my way of doing things I would not do things the way they do either so they put me in jobs that would take two people to do and put me there any then give me some more to do, with little or no problems most of my problems were from the officers and the politic. I used the mini days and physical movements and priorities. I was always one step ahead of them and so far I am where I am suppose to be. In two years or so I will retire with 30 years for pay and 20 years for service rank of SSG/E6. I did not wish to be any higher into the politics. I find few good men that understand the Neothink principles. I see that there is many out there in the wings waiting to join us.
Part 6 Business
When I was 20 I started thinking that I could have my own business and started looking. Hell I could not even hold down a job, could not pay rent or own a car. Yet I knew that if I learn about something long enough I will know it. So I never stop reading about business, self-help, creative writing, real estate, and money. Yet I could not hold a job for long I was a taxi driver and got fired, burger king fired me, and night Janitor and I got fired, six months as a advertiser and no sales. Then nine months homeless I live in the janitors closet for most of that time. So that is I went back into the army. My wife wants me to think about a job working for some for $20 an hour or less. Or go back to school. Maybe start her a business that I would run for her. This has been my problem how do I go from point A to point B with other involved, and not supporting me or listening to my knowledge. Know that I am Neothink ageing a have open my eyes to the fact that I can do it slowly myself then when others see the result they will want to join me.
Part 7 Romance
When I was 13 I raped, most of my life I was a bum I had nothing to offer a Woman and felt sexually confused. If I wanted them they did not want me. So I took what I could but never felt happy. I don’t believe in romance for me. Love is not understood in that way for me. I never thought I could have children until I got married and had them. Real sex is a sick fantasy that should not be acted a pond. Long-term friendship is my happiness. Just begging well to someone else is hard enough. Respect and Control until it becomes a reality. There was no hate in my family yet not a lot of love either. My father moved out when I was young did not see him show any affection to my mothers yet he never stop being in my life from time to time. My mother and father both knew that I loved them when they died and I knew that they did to. There is a void here that will not be filled by any one; it is a part of me. And this is my happiness that I have my inter division that will keep my safe and allow other to have their own space.
Part 8 Neothink
When I was 26 I notice that Neothink was using the same marking ploy that the cheaters were using for thousands of years.
Life after death = Life forever on earth, not everyone would like to live for every any way.
In love with soul mate = Romance forever, some people would like a variety if for every was here.
Wealth thru charity = Wealth thru action. Some people wealth is just a happy family.
The real difference is that Neothink is honest and proves every thing in writing with thought behind it. Neothink does not clam that it is going to be the same for everyone. The concepts of Neothink as proven to me over and over that they work if you work them. And some understanding will help also. Neothink has made my life easier and in lighting for others and me. The opportune for world growth is here and nowhere else. May Neothink grow and change the world. There are many other groups that think very similar and they will join us soon.