My story started in my youth as a teenager (16 to be precise), I realized that there was a significant purpose to my life, not to just live, but to contribute to something important because that is why I exist.
Of course, like many teens we have great dreams, and far too many to make them happen. So, I like many of my fellow Neothink-ites I started the path of life just existing. Not to say that my existing wasn’t rewarding, I’ve had good jobs, I’ve raised great children, but that never truly fulfilled what my inner-child was screaming at me. By means of anti-civilization negativity affecting my various avenues of growth from young adult to adult, I became part of the system, and not part of the solution. Always searching, but truly never finding.
After several unsuccessful marriages, I met my soul-mate, with his encouragement I started to blossom, those pent up feelings of my inner-child little by little started to reach out. With his encouragement I have been re-exploring what I had allowed to be buried and almost dead. At this point, I had spent 24 years breaking down my inner-child to accept that my life wasn’t special, but it was okay. With my husband, it took 8 years to stop the negativity, and turn back to the positive. I was still searching for something, but wasn’t yet getting it.
A little over a year ago, little did I realize I was about to start a new chapter with my inner-child leading instead of following, that is when I received my first introduction to Neothink. I honestly keep re-reading and kept telling myself this all sounds way to good to be true. It took me until the last day, to respond to get my first volume (thank goodness for faxes). Understand I still was skeptical, but thought what is the worst that could happen, it’s not for me, oh well give it a shot.
The same thing happened again, when I got my letter to get the Second Volume in the series, yes I was still a doubting-Thomas. Again, I waited until the last day, and faxed in my acceptance to get the next book in the series.
When I got my letter for the third and final volume, I was struggling with continuing, and even missed the deadline, but Neothink didn’t give up on me, I got another letter that basically said to me, OKAY you got volumes one and two, so why are you stopping yourself from going forward. So, again I waited until the last day, but I did get all three volumes.
All along this path, I was struggling with my inner-child, I have a dream it is not so extraordinary, but I don’t want to forever be at the mercy of my employers, I want to be my own boss, with my own company. Actually, it’s more like three different types of business, but they would be mine to make those contribution to provide the solution, and not be apart of the continuing problem.
So that brings me up to date, I’m still struggle with my inner-child, but now it is to keep my child from running into too many directions at once. My inner-child is only 2, but oh what an adventure it’s going to be to see her grow.