ESSENCE ITSELF (IN CONFLICT?) Part 2
You may have remained one-pointed in your distaste and where it is aimed at that you have not allowed yourself any other choices for paths that might actually give you that source of nurturing that you seek..Where is the life in you?
You may be making a liveable wage on which to start. Notice I said “start”…You may be an intelligent BEing, a thinker, sound of body, but with a spirit that is needing to be rebuilt…start with little things that make you feel good, feel them, notice a shaft of sunlight, look at the minute beauties of this manifested world, smile at someone and be curious about them…Play the “starting game”, don’t jump into seeing the “end game” so fast, making judgements inappropriately before something has time to reveal itself to you…If you can do these simple but quite difficult things to do, you just MIGHT reacquaint yourself with your Self. No telling what you might become when you grow up, LOL…
No telling where you might find that God again, down deep in the recesses of that pool of creativity that lies in the quantum of your DNA & chromosomes that have gone into the making of You…Down into that unique energy expression that connects through that GodSelf Interface with the wealth of the Universe that enlarges your knowing of yourself in as yet possibly unknown ways…that of your own Essence Purpose you were born with that we are meant to discover…These answers can be found, I KNOW they can if you only ask, then open up to looking to see!
You May say that your “trials” are not more important than yourself…I say that YOU have made it more important than yourself, to the extent that you need to reclaim yourself ASAP! The ASAP means just that you salvage your Self at the same time from that little box you have placed your Essence in, fit the key in the lock and open that trap door you fell into…and begin, just in little ways to allow that Essence to breathe, eat breakfast, go for a walk, look at the sky & clouds, listen to your favorite music & dance by yourself or not or sing to high heavens, or whatever your favorite things you like to do, sense, taste, look at, etcetcetc…in other words= LIVE!!! Life will reveal itself to you little by little if you ask and go looking for it…You will see, if you go for it!
Most important of all, inside of you in YOUR core is a burning passion to Live! You are unique, there is no one on this planet exactly like you with that which is embedded in your essence. See if you can find it. Be earnest in that passion to FIND, be sensitive to what arises at any and all times from within your depths, for if you ask and seek it, your Essence will reveal itself to you either little by little or all in a rush of insight that can be overwhelming and life
changing in its freshness and appropriateness just for you! You are a value
to the Universe itself and to Humanity as a whole, if you can accomplish this
life task! It is there, inside of you, waiting for you to claim it…