This morning, as I’m out on my patio sipping on a cup of coffee and in deep thoughts as I always do, I notice from time to time how much better I feel. I’m still an early to bed and early to rise type of guy, (8:30 pm to 3:30 am), and for many years how I discovered that time of the morning each day is most peaceful to engage into deep thoughts. My wife doesn’t understand it and saying it’s most peaceful just don’t quite say it.
I recall these mornings weren’t pleasant as they are now. From the mid 90’s to 2008, I was struggling with major depression and anxiety, the racing thoughts. Now when I go to bed I peacefully fall asleep in a few minutes and cheerfully get up in the morning. I love how I’m feeling now and I don’t even care about that past and when I do, as now, it is brief.
Now, as I sit in the glidder in the morning my deep thinking is focused on what I call “Stone Cold Facts and Reality” or more appropriately, ” What Actually Is.” I noticed my stomach doesn’t rumble anymore and I always knew it was due to deep seated stress and when it does flare up I can easily pinpoint the source of the stress and resolve it.
I remember in 2008 when I got started with Neothink and how much I changed since then and how it took some time to get where I am now. I was a mess back then and with the way I feel these days the journey was well worth it.
I feel great now. How I sleep better, physically and mentally feel better. While there is going to always be one or two irritating moments in the day, I’m now mostly cheerful every day.
I get around on the computer and do a fair job of it and remember a few years ago I didn’t even know how to turn one on.
Now I get around all over the net and have two web sites with a small network for each one. I remember a few years ago when I couldn’t, for reasons I don’t want to recall or say even at this moment.
The future looks promising now and my Neothink studies continue. I noticed that since I’m feeling so much better and happier, I’m wanting more of it.
And the journey continues.