Since I’ve been introduced to the Neothink Society, I have made many new shifts in perception. I had been feeling for some time now that our government was moving us in the wrong direction and becoming fearful and angry that so many people were asleep, or unaware, or unconscious. I became interested and involved in working to get the FairTax passed because it at least offers a glimmer of hope for getting some power back into the hands of the people of our country. (If it would pass as written…yeah good luck on that one!) That’s how I discovered that I was different politically from most people. Most people want to be led. They want to be told what to do and when to do it. I never was part of that world. I had the hardest time being a secretary a long time back because I couldn’t stand being expected to follow orders and be a servant to someone else. But I realize that, as far as the FairTax goes, people are so afraid of changing our tax system to a national retail sales tax because they are constant brainwashed into not WANTING their power back. They have been brainwashed by religion–particularly in the deep South–that they can’t handle the responsibility of it all.
Sometimes I would feel like I was losing my mind. I couldn’t understand how people in my universe were so wrapped up and stressed out about the small stuff. I was getting stressed out, too. But it wasn’t the small stuff…I was looking at the world around me and wondering when my fellow Americans were going to wake up and realize what is going on around us. And, I felt really alone. I have never been light about my life. I have always taken my life very seriously and my responsibilities very seriously. And, I’ve always known there was a better way.
I knew from a young age that I came here to do something that would benefit mankind in huge ways. I always knew that I would live longer than we were told we’d live when 70-80 was the end for most people. I explored religion with fascination and curiousity, including off the beaten path faiths, like A Course In Miracles (which could have been written by a Zon). I now live in the deep south and know that I’ll never fit into the baptist mold. It drives me nuts to be surrounded by the Bible Belt, but not because I don’t believe in a Creative Force, I just happen to think that I’m actually an important part of it…not just supposed to sit on the sidelines and let someone else “do it” for me!
And, while I have yet to discover my complete Friday-Night Essence, I have made many interesting discoveries about myself that I don’t think I would have made otherwise. The first, and most important discovery, is that I am in fact a woman and that I DO want to support my husband and get great joy out of creating values for my family and children. Any marriage problems we may experience comes from him being a value producer in a “dead end job” that doesn’t bring in enough money to maintain our current lifestyle. It’s hard to be madly in love with someone when you are struggling financially. I can definitely see how this can be changed through Neothink. I do love my husband. He is the best father in the Universe. And through Neothink teachings I share with him, we have begun a new path to making the changes necessary to get him out his particular Corporate Hell, where he has given 19 years of his life for a Company that, when sold by its original owners, has become a joke. Neocheaters came right in and have ridden the coattails of this Company’s former success right into the ditch…(does the name Nardelli ring any bells??).
Another important discovery I made is that I already have a built-in program in me that works like mini days. I have been grouping physical movement in my home life for quite some time. I see the big picture and break things down into physical movement to get an enormous amount done is small snippets of time and I don’t even have to write it down in a list. I just DO IT daily. I do get frustrated when others aren’t able to do what I can do naturally. It usually means a lot more work for me and less work for others! But, I have grasped onto mini-days and will need that as I am a business owner who is trying to balance two full-time essences.
I get confused because I have so many Friday-Night Essences I can’t decide among them! I am a web designer and marketing consulting like no other I know. And I love creating values for my clients by helping entrepreneurs “spotlight” their businesses and offer so much more value than my competitors. But my struggle is that I have always identified with my “working” essence. Through Neothink, I discovered that while creating values is important in the business place and I get great joy out of it, at this stage of my childrens’ childhood, home is where my heart is. And, our family is making the necessary adjustments to make this happen. Thank you Neothink for that!
I’m not sure exactly where my journey is taking me, but I know that I have been on it my whole life and I am looking forward to discovering more on this Neothink journey. I don’t know where its leading, but I do know that once I read the book Earth’s First Immortals, it made more sense to me than anything else on this planet. I felt that I belonged in the room with those kids that were lucky enough to have Miss Annabelle as their teacher. I felt attached somehow. Like I’d been in her class with them and went through everything they went through. It offered me hope that something greater does exist here on this planet. It made me sure that I didn’t just come here by accident. I actually feel like a chose to come here at this time because I was meant to do something!
One thing that I felt, however, is that while a lot of Neothink talks about money and wealth and sex appeal and all that. Let it be known that I was attracted to Neothink for a completely different reason. In fact, it almost turned me away because it’s not what I’ve ever been about. Yes, it would be great to have all the money I ever needed, and yeah, I’d love to finally find my ideal physical and sexual self. The key, however, is that I want to create because I know the great joy of creating. I know that is the only reason any of us are here on this planet…to CREATE. I am hoping that this journey leads me further down that path.
Thanks for offering me the opportunity to learn about Neothink. May we all find the way together through this “mess” to a much better place! And I look forward to meeting like minds along the way…