Transformed and living a new formed life
I would like to primarily thank you, Mark Hamilton for your dedication and time placed into the Heirlooms and Frank R Wallace’s writings. Also, I would like to thank the NeoThink society for its pure, honest gateway towards living a truly, fulfilled life presently and towards the long future of living a biological immortality life, which I have always thought of as a young boy but felt very strange for such thoughts.
There is a long beginning to my story with a long end to my story of my old life; therefore I will maintain the length on both ends and try not to give too much detail away, as I do plan on utilizing some shared information in my book, which is dated for its appointed time.
My name is Jounathan P., I was born in the great sunshine State of Miami, Florida in a single family home and I have never seen my father’s face and I not aware of his name. As, a child growing up as far as I can recall with accuracy life was not always play time; it was more tight dreadful times but I did enjoyed every moment that presented with free time to play. My mother was always running short on things not due to any issue with management it was simply not enough funds being cash-in to pay bills, put food on the table and all the extra activities that adults had to address during the early 80’s into the 90’s.
Fast forward into the stages of Elementary around 4th-5th grade, I was always the one translating for my mother to get me enrolled into the different schools I had to attend due to our frequent relocations to different neighborhoods due to adult issues. I always did my best to not add any additional stress into my mother’s life by simply doing what she requested, if not on the first call, I made certain it was done on the second call. Also, with my two older sisters from a different father and my younger brother from a different father as well. I knew, my mother was stress but genuinely was seeking to live and provide a good life for us all. So, as a kid all I wanted to do was to perform well in school which my mother never asked me for my report cards; I simply showed them to her with joy, always for the great grades I would make with no assistance from home. During, the moments of ailments were one of the stressful moments for my mother, as a factory worker; a great sewer with great skills. I did my best at times to hid my ailments or take care of it on my own to not have my mother thinking up a storm because we did not have health insurance, which was always a reminder before living the house; it was an indicator to not do anything foolish that would cause us harm mainly myself. I would be found in the back yard or where ever I felt free working on my cart-wheels, playing football, basketball, climbing the trees around the neighborhood…etc. I simply keep myself busy and also dreaming of being great, doing great and help others which was a strong trait my mother has which remains with me today.
Fast forward into the stages of a young adult around the age 19-25, is when I decided to relocate and leave Miami, my home town to seek a better life due to the lack of jobs and the friends I had which most of us met good but trouble seem to magnetize its self towards us. After losing two close family friends from gang violence which mainly was due to envy and jealousy and not having the slightest idea on how to deal with death or understood it from a point-of-view of having someone take your life, let alone it be your own so-called friend who build up hate towards ones aim to change, have a dream to obtain success. That really troubled my spirit and I had three options that I ponder on every day until I relocated. Those three options where to seek revenge and also die, because heaven was always associated with death even if someone did wrong they would go to “so-call heaven”. My second option was to seek out ill cash by selling narcotics and not get caught; option three was to start my life from ground zero and fully rebuild myself into the person I always dreamed of becoming. So, I chose to relocate after careful thought and consideration with a plan at hand for each option and option three was a great heavy weight, so I moved towards the heavy wait!
Fast forward into the stages of listening to illness during the age 25-27, I went against my own self-centered beliefs of life and attended church thinking and really knew it would not benefit me for the type of person I am and my past encounter with religious individuals. I made my decision from guilt which is highly spoken of and which, is a mysticism and a disease that I say can be cured and will be cured, but I wanted to maintain a joy in my mother’s mind and heart by letting her know that I was not getting into trouble or living my past life style in the streets. The only decision about attending church that my mother disagreed on was the religion I chose to follow and she did all should could to prevent me from attending and getting dipped into their so-call-holy water! I wanted to prove to my mother with that one decision that I was making the proper decision about life on my own. To push ahead, I dated individual that I knew I should not have dated and had a child out of wedlock. But, being the person that I am which is to be true to myself, I did not hid or ran away from my issues. I seem to always face these types of situations and defeat them head-on except for this one issue. I got married to the person I had a child with due to the promise I made to myself as a child growing up, which will be spoken about in full detail at its appointed time. Things were rocky but I did all that I could to make things work with all my honesty and desire to live a peaceful happy life with that person, I knew I should not have been with but due to my nature I wanted to help change someone that really did not want to change or believe in change.
In closing, I divorced this individual who I gave ten to about eleven years of my life; we dated for about 4-5 years and was married about 5-6 years and I made another difficult decision in life to leave my first daughter at the time at the age of 2-3 years of age and my second daughter about 6-7 months in the womb. I was highly stress and frustrated because, I knew deep down inside I poured out my heart to make things work; living a one sided marriage just so that I would be part of my daughter’s life and keep my promise as a child.
I would have to say, Mr. Hamilton and NeoThink sent the letter truthfully at the right time in my life. It was as if a shooting “star” came down and touch earth and said enough is enough for this young fine man that I am/God-Man! I read the letter over and over and rushed out of my family member’s house where I was residing at the time; I got in my vehicle and made it to my office to fax my acceptance after its due date with a kind letter stating my situation without revealing too much detail.
I have to say that I am two steps away from living my dream as the person I always wanted to be in life. I remind myself at times when I feel cold and alone and not being able to see my two beautiful girls that are growing in this AC world that I will be “saving lives at night and changing lives during the day”! Building puzzles are quite simply and fun; having my 10-15 second miracles all feel great and I look forward soon, to slowly usher in the new way of life; the “Biological Immortality” life that we all truly can and will live here on our great planet earth. The person I am today, is clear due to the readings which I pondered on and shared with individuals in past, but was looked upon as strange and a fool to most. Yes, the battle continues as I push forward as a freight train with no intentions on yielding for old was that I know will interfere with my vision.
Also, the main struggle in which I have a date to fully overcome is not being able to be part of my daughter’s lives and not be able to read to them at bed time. I patiently press and wait for that moment is soon to come. May I add that the love of my life had been spotted but Mr. Hamilton I have to be honest; women at this stage of my life and pursuit is farthest from my mind but what seems so strange about this spotted individual is that I live my life as if we were are together. I have no desire to meet other women, speak to other women or share companion with women unless, I know their full intentions of seeking to befriend me; I negate their ways and understand their intentions and I move as a Jet with multiple destinations! Loyalty and honesty primarily with my-self is vital and I look forward to share my pure loyal and honest love with this wonderful individual!
The masses are moving to a strange beat and an ill rhythm that has them mentally trap and sinking in quick-sand with every heartbeat. Every day is a new day to seek a new way towards life. It truly takes the eyes of an individual, not a group, to see the light that all are granted to see freely with extreme effort and willingness to see what others fail and are not willing to see.
There is a slow beating drum that is maintaining its beat throughout all the other beats; no other rhythm can distract the mind of the drummer maintaining his own beat and rhythm. True to the roll call, which is to stand up and stand out and be rare and walk with care in mind and in heart but protect the care in mind and the heart with the shield of pure living, honest living which is the beat and rhythm that all will move to in the C-of U world; at least for those that honestly chose to move to the rhythm of that beat, of long life that will be filled with pure joy, pure peace and pure love and ultra-success with no end in sight but paving new avenues and new heights.
Thank you Mr. Mark Hamilton and my Neothink family for life! I truly love all my value creators with all my mind and heart.
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