Dear Mark Hamilton,
Thank you for giving me the honor of receiving your father’s treasured collection of manuscripts and for sharing with me the gut wrenching circumstances your family has endured. I promise that I will be a good steward with this rare blessing and you will not be disappointed. In fact, I am really excited about the prospect of absorbing these writings. After reading your letter, I now believe what I suspected all along, that you’re the missing piece of a growing puzzle in my life. Everything is starting to fall in place and I feel power and exhilaration I haven’t felt in 19 years! This may not make any sense but I think my FNE is helping you and Neothink in the best way I can. I have come alongside powerful men in my life before and I’m sensing a special affinity towards you. My”gut” feeling is usually right almost 100 percent of the time, especially when I get more facts and I can begin to “see” what’s going on.
I’d like to regress for a moment so you can understand me better as a person. I briefly mentioned my “learning disability” the other day because it does have a huge impact on how I learn and my interactions with people. I guess you could say it’s a thorn in my side that I’m learning to live with. However, my level of knowledge, wisdom, and discernment has greatly expanded and more than compensates for my other loss. Also, during the past five years, which is since my husband and I got married, I have experienced tremendous emotional healing. It’s as though there has a been a lull in the storm of my life that has been going on since my mother and brother died in a car accident when I was seven. This peace has allowed for deep healing that could not have happened otherwise.
It sounds like we come from similar bloodlines because that fighting spirit is in me as well. I have always been placed in a position of leadership as a mediator for the underdog wherever I go. In fact, my whole life has been filled with pain, sorrow and suffering as a result of helping others. It is only since I joined Neothink and have had more contact with you that my life is beginning to make sense again. I’ve learned that there is a proper time and place for everything. I don”t think I’ve been forgotten, as I sometimes feel, but have been getting prepared for the biggest event of my life. Nineteen years ago was not the time nor the place. I now have the tools to live out my FNE and the time to act is very soon. I also believe I will not be working at this job much longer. Major changes are ahead!
P.S. I look forward to reading Dr. Frank R. Wallace’s manuscript. Unfortunately I have to work until 5:00 on Thursdays and don’t get home until after 6:00 so I ‘ll be unable to attend the mentoring sessions but I’ll try my best on my own. .