Hello, my name is LesLee Lobato, one of your students. I sent you an email a month ago, I was telling you about how I was confused at how I can focus on integrated thinking while my mom was dying of cancer. I felt like I couldn’t focus with all of the chaos surrounding me. I participated in the online level meeting that night, and I felt like you were speaking directly to me, because I have been wondering ever since I received the first invitation letter to Neothink, as to how you find me and why. Thank you for answering that question, I feel so much better, but only about how you found me.
You see, if you recall, I explained that my mom was dying of cancer and it has been really rough, I am her only child and she is my only parent…she died the next day.
It makes me so mad that cancer even exists, I am so angry that these beaurocratic agency groups let this happen. The health “professionals” don’t tell you what the last week of a cancer patient’s life is like. It was horrible, gruesome, and there was nothing I could do but sit and watch her suffer, and I cried. I kept thinking of Sally in Heirloom 3, (by the way, that whole book made me cry and cry, its an awesome book) But I knew how Sally felt, and in a weird way it was comforting to read about someone going through the same thing at the same time I was, I could identify.
I had just lost my Gramma almost 2 years ago, she was tired and weak and couldn’t help me take care of my mom anymore, so she died. They were both sick and I took care of both of them, we called ourselves the “power of three”. Mom did not want to let go, so now that she is gone too, I am now grieving both of them at the same time. I believe they are in the Civilization of the Universe, because Mom kept talking to people who were not really there, but she kept asking me who they were, “Who are these people?”.
Being involved in Neothink has helped me get through this a lot better than I think I would had I not known about Neothink.
I miss my mom and she should not have died a horrible death, She was a value creator. She taught me many things that Miss Annabelle taught her students. She was almost just like her, and I think that is why that book makes me cry so much. I am NOT going to die. I want biological immortality. I will be able to go back to school now, I want to be a part in making it happen. People should not die if they don’t want too. I want to help in the cure for aging and death. You can count me in, I want to be an important genius for society, a better society, Thank you Mark Hamilton, Thank you.