First of all I have to say Thank you Neothink. Thank you Mark Hamilton nad Dr Wallace for taking the time to add such beautifull puzzle pieces that for me, have been my saviour. My life had been the epidemy of the Fiesta Texas Superman crypton coaster.To know what I mean youd would have to understand me, Richard. If you have ever seen punch drunk love ..just add two totally oblivius brothers..who made sure to tell me I would never amount to anything. Growing up where I grew up was’nt the easiest thing to do.Stray bullets or gang fights was just something that weas bound to happen you just tried not to be the one.I was really never taught to do anything besides the time we went to california and worked in the fields as Migrant workers My father was to ill from dialisis to get up and teach the youngest of three Boys and one of eight kids.So I hit the streets making that fast money.I went to prison at which time I started a College affiliate program with the local community college. The first of its kind in that facility. You could say I was looking for a way to stay busy untill I saw my son..again. I got smart and asked to start an afiliate program I was denied entry to while in county.Because of this and the two programs ( Computer Maintenance , Auto Cad) I was alo to start a Program named Papas and their children . All inmates in this program where I could see my son Richard. I tried to make the Presidents list but was One A away and ended up on the Palo Alto college Deans list.Funny thing is …I always saw every situation coming and sometimes took it as nigtmares and some as just fantasies.Needless to say I tried to get to the essnce of the problem but could’nt accept the facts, for a while.
A lot of my problems stemmed from the fact that My mother is a very controling person.She Went as far as to create a power of attorney with a forged signature.Which she has and tried to use to take my son from me many times..by throwing me out and threatening to call c.p.s to take him from me.I had to make sure I had Custody threw the courts.So I proved that I was fit and was awarded custody. I always wondered why my own would try to see me in pain.When she says something is one way it has to be that way. She had gone as far as to ask my brother to hire some one to watch me 24/7.Yes , I mean a baby sitter(prostitute)…You see I had totally changed my ways and they could’nt believe it.I met her totally oblivious as to what she was ther to do. She would cry about how her parents would treat her wrong and after looking into it looked like her mother was trying to steel the child from her.So I became her friend when one day out of no-where she asks me to spend the night and This person ended up being my girlfriend for 3 yrs.I did not know she was what I said earlier ..From the beginning I had dreams of how she came into my life and what she was hear for.I just did not know whether I was just being paranoid or I could really be seeing the truth in these visions. Since this will be read only by Neothink Society members I believe I can say that I have been able to save my own life more than once because of the Guilt free positive confidence I have in my self and my visions. You see before I thought that all the little subtle clues where things I was looking for because of My visions but when recieved the heirlooms packages. S he was telling people that I would treat her bad cheat on her ..even hit her ..and when I would catch her .she would admit to those people that she was lying.she had been doing this for some time even while I was fighting the Child Protective serv ices for her child to be returned to her..she never defended me. Her mother would make accusations . I’d go into court disproove her allegations and really piss off the court who wanted to make me look bad.The information in the books helped me to view these people for what they were. Parasites with the ability to spin some very tricky webs, but I am here before you to tell you That I have stood up to them and won the custody of my son..and agitated them so much trying to get my ex’s child back that I was thrown off the court room then case all together.My mother was very angry because according to a very good source my ex’s mom and my mom where planning messing me up.I became a research coordinator for a local firm which prooved everything I was saying…about myself was true.
I have to say The fact that I have had my enemy in front of me the whole time was something I could’nt accept. I was making checks and paying return check fees to keep me, her, my son..my sister ,my nephew and niece fed.Only for her to stop working and try to push my buttons to the point where I might get arrested.Neothink has armed me with the way to deal with these situations…By knowing to look down into the essnce of things. I decided to use soft words and strong arguments.The point I’m at right now. I’m walking a thin line.I have to watch her because she could just try to do something like always.I’m just tired of feeling guilty because I will live the life I was meant to live ..while they stay reaping what they’ve sown.But thats just it..I have not sown their seed therefore I should not feel guilty. The old me was…stick around untill those who tried to see me fall…fell themselves..the new me…may they be blessed I know who I am. See, I have to pay my bills like every one else and am getting ready to invest in different areas of business.See every time I got a new job my ex was there to make it hard on me. I think she senses that I know the truth.But she’s back to the whole bit..palying house while telling people im wrong. Actions speak louder than words and using fully integrated honesty I will race ahead by leaps and bounds.The fact that I know that there are like minded people here in the society helps me to sleep at night. The sence of brother/sister hood is something I used to long for. The family I was born into I can now say goodbye to..while taking on a whole new adventure with the family I was born for. As A kid my father would always tell me things I still remember to this day.He would say things like You’ll be one of the greatest.You’ll shine like the sun.Remember if theres a doubt there is no doubt..and other things.
I have had my gift of vision validated by different situations as well as different people the most recent being my brother getting incarcerated and having my family validate most of the things I have mentioned with out the Neothink secrets i could have not understood that their are just people who are that evil.As I sit back and think about how Neothink has changed my life …I could go on and on but I will break it down for you. I am finally guilt free to become the Rap artist I was born to be.My label is Named Revolution Rec.A revolution of the mind..I mean for everyone but I want to reach my people. A different way of thinking. Get Money…get status eat healthy teach your kids to do the same. I no longer think about what people say because I’m part of something that will change the the very environment we live in.Neothink gives the regular ordinary man the tools with which to build not only wealth materially but emotionally by being surrounded by geniuses who are a testament to our very own potential.I still remember mark sending us apprentices a letter between meeting 3 and 4 saying that if their was any -one who did not want to go threw with this to speak, well I’ll say it again. I will testify that in a world filled with dead ends and negativity Neothink is a beacon.Yes their is that better something.The only reason some one would attack the Neothinksociety and its body of works/beliefs is very..simple.Fully integrated honesty.The truth hurts.Truth is like a light and those who hate truth are the darkness thats runs waya when the light comes on.When you get down to the essence of something It is very simple to see how practical something is or how shady a situation is..be it business…legal..or family matter…as mine explained here in.The Neothink works are genius. I have been able to see that my mother never asked me to wrk and road blocked me any way she could just to later in life call me a failure and mistake.I had to realize that you shut your self out..So you can also open any door.Which I have been doing recently.Being able to stay calm and know how to deal with people who make you look like a loose cannon and trying to scheme on my life is something I now love to do.Like all the rumors my brothers where spreading around the neighborhood have now been provin wrong.
To watch career politicians be awed at how such a young man could leave um dumbfound by suggesting obvious solutions to problems they review and review for years is something that shows me that with Neothink I can reach for y dreams..The fact that business is the very essence of the universe gives me such great joy.I love music but also feel that business is also my fne so I can’t wait to get my A-team going here in san antonio.I feel so at home with the society. Thank you brian ..Rebecca and MH for being there. You all are so brilliant. I’m honored to be part of Nt. I have dealt with neo-cheaters my whole life but thanks to Neothink I can now know for certain who’s who.I feel secure in who I am now..and just need to take care of this last loose end then World here I come.As I move along steadily towards my goal of going from a value producer to a value creator I salute you who have decided like me to be true to your self and your destiny. Not even the stars are the limit. Thanks to Nt I have realized that everything I went threw was only a preparation for the rest of my life.I can no longer depend on some one helping me make it it’s got to be you that figures out how to make it.Thank you for your generosity when it comes to preparing us for whats to come.With love and peace for my Nt family I say good bye for now but not forever.
Richard R. :o)