Through the Neothink Inside Secrets I have gain responsibility for my own actions. The child in-side has awaken, I realize now how I was in darkness of myself and of the world. It’s very clear now that I was spinning my wheels going in a circle of no return. Being condition to my negative out look on life, I couldn’t see past of how and why I wanted God. Meaning that if God wanted me how could I want him? After reading Neothink I realized that I didn’t want myself so how could I really want God. So I continue to read on and I discovered something in me that was missing which was my reason for living. That I had to find that something that makes me desire myself and life which I happily found through Neothink.