I was born in Eugene, Or and was raised on the outskirts in a small town nearby. My parents divorced when I was six. My uncle abused me when I was seven, then my mother remarried. It was then, at 8 years old that my stepfather started to abuse me, this continued until I was sixteen and flat told him “No, I don’t like it and to stop bothering me. Years later I found out the he then started abusing my little sister.
I was in my 20’s and married when he started making specific sexual offers, he was firmly told NO. Not that NO ever really stopped his determination. In my 30’s I finally told my husband everything my stepfather had done ( that I could remember-missing most of my childhood memories). This was the start of our downhill slide. Our divorce was final just a few months after our 17th wedding anniversary.
I found myself in many self-destructive relationships, drinking all the time, unless it was time to have our children. Partying every night of the week. Wound up leaving one individual right after he has his fist coming at my face. He didn’t hit me, but left bruises on my arms and emotional scars.
The next man I was with, we wound up living together and got engaged. Things went downhill from there. I was going deeper and deeper in debt. Trying to work and pay bills and keep him happy.
While he would work, he had some bad habits. He would take his paycheck and go gambling and drinking, not paying the rent or any bills.
Then this wonderful letter came in the mail from Neothink Society offering me an opportunity to change my life forever.
When I received my first multigenerational book, my eyes and mind opened. The next two multigenerationals changed me personally. I have learned to love myself and to allow others to love me too.
Fiance and I split, he didn’t love me after I wouldn’t loan him any more money and I caught him lying to me several times.
I have bought my own home, I now respect and love myself and others.
Neothink has changed my whole outlook to life and the world around me, I know that I now have a wonderful future ahead of me and my children’s future will be a brighter, happier and the life they are meant to live.
Words cannot express how grateful and thankful I am everyday that Neothink has came into my life.