I am very excited and inspired

I have just had my third Mark Hamilton meeting and though I am very excited and inspired, I have some very difficult family problems that are holding me back from progressing with my dreams. Of course I want to have money, love, happiness and good health, these personal family problems are killing all of my hopes. I am 61 and have lost everything I worked for all my life, and because of this one family problem I feel like I am getting nowhere fast. I have had some other problems with a major bank, who have pretty much destroyed my life and they refuse to even try to help me find out any information to undue their damage to me. I now have zero money and only have about five more months until I will no longer have a home to live in and since I cannot afford anywhere to live, I cannot even get any help from my SSDI. I will soon be living under a bridge somewhere as this government tries to kill us all. I am, by nature, an inventor and I have some good ideas, but I have no idea how to not only protect my ideas, but to make them a reality. I am at the end of my rope and would appreciate ANY help or suggestions as to what I can do and where to turn. I will not go into the specifics of my family problems here, but I could reall use a little help. Am I just dreaming here?
Dagrah