I could feel energetic changes going on inside of my body

Dear Mark Hamilton,
I am very excited to get started. As I read the book, I could feel energetic changes going on inside of my body most of the time. My problem is that I am laid off right now and my Friday Night Essence would be as a photographer or a dancer. I would need a new camera to do the one.
I just started to read the last book and should be done in a week, so there is time. But I have always had this drive inside that wishes to proceed at 200 miles per hour. Unemployment has slowed me down a bit. Therefore if you have any suggestions I would appreciate your input.
By the way, last night as I was going to sleep, I felt access to omnipresence more easily than I ever had. It was a very peaceful experience.
Roxie F-G.