I have read a lot of what everyone has been saying

Hi Mark Hamilton; I have read a lot of what everyone has been saying, but I have many problems in my life more so in the last 4 years. But lately I am not sure what is letting things happen, that I don’t understand. I will be sitting alone Reading or just thinking & it is like I am not alone. I have voices asking me questions. I don’t know the voices, but I answer the questions, but when I look up knowing there can’t be any one here with me. (of course there isn’t but I still have to answer the question.)
I want to understand but I feel things I can’t explain, & have started to like day dream about things maybe because I wish things were different. Or maybe things will upset me because someone is doing things & it feels wrong & sounds wrong to me I want to change it but I have know Idea how to do it.
I have always felt like I don’t belong here. When I was small 5 or 6 years I felt I was with the wrong family I didn’t fit in right. I got married I tried but I didn’t fit there either I would go off & sit by myself. I am now 62 yrs. & I still don’t know where I should be. I don’t fit in. Is there something you know about me to help me. I would like to fit in some place & fit in with someone.
SHARLEEN B.