I know that this is where to be…

hello my name is tom f.; i received my heirloom pkgs in 2005. ive read more words in the last 2 yrs than i have in the last 35 yrs. and im not finished yet. i read a little then hav to set the heirlooms down,sometimes for months at a time,because of anticivilization programing pitching fear. i know that this is where to be, where i want to be,and where im going. i go to meetings i feel love,comaraderie,compassion,and safety.even tho i dont totaly get it i know its right.where else can you be in the world and not get beat down by neo cheaters.
thank you tf