Thank you Neothink for giving me back hope

In 1999 I was 59 years old when I first received a little booklet
in the mail.First I’m going to go off and tell you a story about my
life up to the time when I received that little booklet.

I was born into a poor family.I grew up in a poor neaborhood,housing prodjects.My father worked as a mover,he
would travel a lot.We didn’t get to see him that offten.My dad
was known as a big spender-good time charlie.He would like
to go down to the local pub and get drunk and spend all his money.

My mother was a great lady,I don’t think she was happy with my fathers bad behaviors.She worked a fulltime job and we were on wellfare.My dad being gone a lot,on the road,I think they were claiming to be seperated.I think a lot of families were doing that back then.

My beautiful mother got sick with cancer in her early forties
After suffering terribly she died.For my family,this was a
difficult time.I was fifteen years old when she died.I loved
my mother a lot,she was a great lady!

My farther tried to keep the family together.The problem was ,dad was never around to be a father.He coudn’t
handle the trauma of my mother dyeing and taking care of a family.He mentally lost it.He broke up the home,and we were all left to fend for areselves.

I was fifteen years old and I was homeless.I never went back to school.Now it was all about survival.Being in the kind of
neaborhood, where being a gangster was considered good.
I got hook-up with the wrong people and got in trouble with the law.After spending 30 days in jail,while waiting for trial,I decided that
I didn’t want to be a criminal.So I went out and got a job!

At some point in my early life I started to change.I decided
to seek what truth was.I did a lot of reading.Gistault,philosophy,and at some point in my search for the truth,I came apon a spiritual teacher,whom I resonated
with.He spoke of questing everything.He said that all religions
were faulse.And that you had to be a self leader.I liked a lot of things he said.He said you have to die to everything you know,and to have a silent mind.He was very interesting,and what he said sounded good.But it didn’t seem like it was working for many people.As I look back now I realize that if he knew about Neothink he could have been more affective.

Okay here I am 59 years old and I’m in a bad spot.My health is not good.I’m feeling burnt out.I look at this world I live in
and I’m having a hard time finding any meaning any hope for
this world.I was never any good at just fitting in,accepting
the disorder.

That’s when the little booklet showed-up.I opened that little
booklet and started to read it.Instintly I felt in my heart or my soul,that this was something different,I just new it.
This little booklet opened-up a whole new world to me.Now I have hope again.And in nine years knowing the Neothink
discoveries,that hope keeps growing.

I know that hope will never stop growing-all the way into Immortality and eternity!

Thank you Neothink for giving me back hope.for a man without hope has no life.

Tom H.