I am doing a job plus going to school

I was very excited to attend to the first level meeting, to learn about something new, I wasn’t completely impress about the first meeting, because to that meeting was pre-recorded and used over and over again, I would suggest you Mr. Hamilton If you would at least mention my name and who ever is first level meeting for the first time , It would be more appropriate. And you repeat the same thing in the all three heirloom package, briefly but I was listening to you one hour or more I expected more than what you spoke. But any way my question to you and your advance members.

I am doing a job plus going to school to change my life long career as of now the job that I am doing now I am not satisfy and the company is not satisfy with my performance, I do this job from my heart and very honestly, but really frustrated about stagnation, what shell I do?

Almost every day I read the heirloom package to gather more knowledge to how to do the job more effective and efficient but what ever I do not enough of them.
Tyrone P.