I very often question myself about …

I was born Christian, I mean I grew up in church. I was told there is a God and Jesus Christ is the son of the God .HE came down to earth to save us from sin we make and one day we will elevate to go to his kingdom in the heaven for eternity. I found this is a great promise and I found myself very proud to have a God father which mean I am a God son too. I was told He is my creator or every beings creator.

I very often question myself about God as a creator and often question myself regarding the protection He is supposed to provide us against everything disastrous from the Nature(by the way who creates that nature)and then here we go with that phenomenon: rich people poor people and so on… I am really confused; how come we have so many contradiction, how come things are so paradox on earth, how come things are not like paradise so people don’t have to worry about anything at all.
Daniel E.